Still Blurry (Edited Blurry)

Everything’s so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody’s empty
And everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could still be my someone
You could still be my scene
You know that I’ll protect you
From all of the obscene
I always wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?

Everyone is changing
There’s no one left that’s real
So make up your own ending (but include me with you)
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could still be my someone
You could still be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I always wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us
But that’s not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me

Oh, Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you to run away from me
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone told you just to go
Told you to run away

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When ya shoved it in my face?
This pain you gave to me

No, this pain you gave to me
Take it all away
Take it all away
Pain ya gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

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I know what must be done, yet why won't you allow it?

(Original song Blurry by Puddle of Mud

Pinay

No matter how I look at it, Pinays are still the best out there. At least for me =P

Man I miss living in the Philippines… except the part where I have no money.

Fall & Metallica

Unfortunately Fall semester already started so my time for play gets shorter >_>… and there’s a bunch of things I already have to do -_-. I just seriously hope that I pass all of my subjects, doesn’t have to be a high grade just as long as I pass then that should be good enough.

On the brighter side I got promoted to Shift Leader earlier today (or yesterday to be exact). Though in exchange I now have to work until 11 pm on Fridays and will probably have to walk on the way home. Fortunately enough it’s just about 20 minutes of walking. Hopefully it’ll do more good than bad.

For the finishing touch, here’s Nothing Else Matters by Metallica.

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

Room Service

I "cleaned" my room. Though it was more of unpacking the stuff I had that was still in the boxes. Yes, nearly two months after we moved out I still haven't finished unpacking. I'm very lazy. It still doesn’t look so clean but it’s good enough for me.



I just mainly placed my clothes where they should be, in the closet, not on the right side of my bed. Then I rebuilt the stand my sister had and placed all my Gundam figures in there. It’s pretty hard having them stand now as the gaps are too large for their feet. Standing them on top of their boxes helps a little, but it’s still better if they were standing on something solid.




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Now Reading: Mai HiME



I encountered the series while playing one of the SRW games it was featured in. I’m reading it thanks to the mangavolume.com staff. It’s a great manga with a love triangle and a lot of fanservice. Yeah, my type of manga XD

Now Playing: Generation of Chaos



Funny thing about this is that I actually wanted to buy the Aedis Eclipse (the second installment of the game), but the lady gave me the first one by accident. I saw the mistake just after I left the store, but instead of going back I just decided to give this one a try and then go for the next one if it turns out to be great. It’s a good game but not exactly the best. Definitely a must try for SRPG fans.

My semester's already screwed...

and it hasn't even started yet. -__-

1. I have only registered for one class.

2. I need 9 more units to be considered as a full time student.

3. I can't register for more classes because the payment system hasn't verified my payment for that one single class.

4. I'm running out of online class to register for.

5. I don't know the right classes that I should take.

6. I still have to write a sort of essay for my scholarship application. I don't know where to start and it's due on August 1.

7. I'll try and study for the math assessment test I'll try to take this wednesday by reading books in barns n noble. I'll try to take the test on thursday.

8. Hopefully I could also set a counseling session this thursday so I'll what I should take.

9. I'm too damn lazy to solve the above problems.... -_-

Sorry Na - Parokya Ni Edgar

Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya
Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo
Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo

Sorry na nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na
Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo
At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto

Sorry na talaga kung ako'y medyo tanga
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo
Sorry na

Sorry na wag kang madadala
Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka
Na ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang
Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan

Sorry na saan ka pupunta?
Please naman wag kang mawawala
Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako
Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko

Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita
Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba
Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya
Talagang sobrang mahal kita
Wag kang mawawala
Sorry na


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Guess my pillow will be wet tonight...

Hey There Angelie

Hey there Angelie
What's it like in Pasay City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
MoA can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Angelie
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Angelie
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this games
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Angelie
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I edit for you
Would take your breath away
I'd edit it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd swim to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Angelie I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Angelie
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making popcorn like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Angelie here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

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Original Song "Hey There Delilah" by Plain White T's