A sentence I can't say.

"I'm glad that you're happy."

I heard this from a grandfather who was talking to his grandaughter.

I realized that right now I can't say that sentence even though I really really want to say it.

I reall want to make people happy but because of that goal I make them sad.

Ironic isn't it?

This is my vacation.

It's Spring Break here and in the Philippines it's summer vacation.

And while all my friends go to some place that has either a beach or a pool, I'm working in a movie theather checking people's tickets and directing them to their respective theathers.

-.-

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There's a lot of people around me, but I'm alone.

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BEST I EVER HAD by Vertical Horizon

CHORUS 1:
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

CHORUS 2:
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I've ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I've ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Repeat CHORUS 2

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

Repeat CHORUS 1

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

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And with this song.... I bid farewell.

Failed.

I tried to climb out of the hole I was in. I failed and fell down again.

At the bottom, that's where I am.

But I guess no one is looking anyway.