Before the year ends

"I'm starring at an angel."


"A thousand fireworks and a lone soul."

I noticed...

that most of my (male) friends know a lot of beautiful girls... while I on the other hand know... well basically just girls who were my classmates and a handful of others that wasn't my classmate. -.-

I guess I just suck at making friends... >.> <.< <.> >.<

And that's why I really shouldn't go look at other people's friends in friendster -_-;;

A very Merry Christmas

well it was a very merry christmas when I got to talk to a very special someone =D

I really don't want to eleborate on stuffs right now so... happy birthday to Jesus!

and I love... her so much! She knows who she is. =D

I HATE tests

period -.-

Out Of Control - Hoobastank

I've done evrything as you say,
I followed your rules without question,
I thought it would help me see things clearly,
but instead of helping me to see,
i look around and it's like I'm blinded.
I'm spinning out of control...out of control.
I'm spinning out of control...out of control.

Where should I go? What should I do?
I dont understand what you want from me.
'cause I dont know if I should trust you or all of the things you've said to me.
and I may never know the answer to this endless mystery.
Where should I go? What should I do?
I dont understand what you want from me.

I feel like I'm spinning out of control,
try to focus but everything's twisted.
and all along I thought you would be here to let me know I'm not alone
but in fact that's exactly what I was.
I'm spinning out of control...out of control.
I'm spinning out of control...out of control.

All alone and spinning out of control. Out of control...

Trouble

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

If you're living with the "family" and that 'family" has a "black sheep", there's going to be some kind of trouble. ALWAYS.

And you can't do anything about it, or maybe I just can't.

I feel so weak, so useless. Maybe I am.

-.-

The sadness continues

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

Become so tired

So much more aware

I'm becoming this

All i want to do

Is be more like me

And be less like them

Blurry - Puddle of Mud

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it my face
This pain you give to me

Explain again to me
Explain again to me

You take it all
Take it all away
Explain again to me
You take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away
Explain again

One down, a million to go.

I took the SAT exam yesterday. I'm not allowed to discuss about it and I certainly don't want to anyway.

Now I have to review for the SAT II exams... >.>

I haven't been able to update any of my projects lately, I have been very lazy the past few days... that and no one looks at those projects anyway >.> (except the Silhouette Dreams)

I just remembered that I left my USB at my aunt's house... -.- Now I have nothing to do for tomorrow.

I should start creating better layouts for sites... maybe that'll attract more viewers... >.>

*Sigh*

So many ideas, so little time to do.